I have to tell you the truth about me…
I know what love can do
I know how it can heal anything
But it all has to start within you and
your heart…
My story is painful, yet so transformative…
In my twenties I went through a huge
breakdown, all down to my first husband’s manipulations of the truth.
The carpet was pulled from under me, the
experience, made me ‘feel’ rootless, ‘no rules’ of ‘how to be’ anymore. I felt so lost, paranoid, I was experiencing
concepts such as time travel, thought he was trying to kill me, (maybe he was) so
I didn’t eat anything he made me.
Imagine how it would ‘feel’ not knowing ‘how
to be’ in any situation? Like your mind was wiped clear? I know why it’s called a ‘breakdown’ but at the
time, I didn’t know about counselling lol
I went down to 6 stone, the shower hurt
my skin, I was quite literally losing my mind and my life, and why? I was asking ‘life’ or ‘whoever was in charge’
a big fat ‘why’ ‘what is the point of it all’
I had lost all hope, I was using my life
as collateral, I was asking BIG questions and I would go all the way to find my
answers. I needed to know NOW
Two weeks later, I was (literally) taken
to see Ellen Von Einem, (by someone else I didn’t know, who knew her) she was
in her 60’s then, she passed at 94.
It was like I was in between worlds? And
she stepped in, and with one session of counselling and hypnotherapy and her
attitudinal therapy, she removed half of the heavy burden I was carrying. She then saw me every day for two weeks, and
proceeded to teach me all she knew.
This episode lasted just two weeks! But it
felt like an eternity, and no, I wouldn’t recommend this way, but I did find
all my answers via Ellen.
It was such a big teaching for me how powerful
‘our minds’ can be? How easily they can
destroy, or create in a beautiful way, anything you want!
I proved that to myself, that’s how I
know the whole power of the mind, and how you
can use it and trust it, for what you
want.
I wasn’t ‘ill’ physically, though by the
time I got to Ellen, one of my vertebrae was ‘out’ of alignment, (the physical
aligns with the mental) she first of all took me and lifted me up, correcting
my spine.
What was the basis of her ‘healing’ LOVE
and even more LOVE?
I am so grateful to have known such a
wonderful woman who became a friend and mentor. Because of my experiences, once you have a
foot in both worlds, it still remains open.
This is the truth of my experience, hopefully
my vulnerability in sharing this, will give you the hope, and trust, that yes, it
is true, that following love, is the way, you can release the fear and anxiety.
My new book, Sacred Seeds elaborates further
on this, join my book launch, it will be on sale from Wednesday 27th
July till 3rd August. It’s kind of a guide book for this momentous time,
along with my Divine Feminine icon paintings, it is only for sale at this time
and it is priced at only £5
Here’s the link to the event: If you subscribe
to my newsletter I’ll send you the link to receiving your online book that will
be live from the 27th, but only for one week until 3rd
August! Put it in your diary, don’t miss out!
